playaroundwithme dots com says:

GOOD BYE MY FRIEND :(

so today is the day my dearest maid went back to her hometown and never come back. the amount of saddening is not describable by dictionary worlds. she's been with us since i'm secondary 3, when i'm still in my greyish long pants and white uniform, she would wake us up early in the morning, prepare breakfast for us and then she would rest her tired-self by sitting on the chair. she will also have a clock which she called "friend" with her all the time because she's worried that she might overslept. so occasionally she would fail during her 1st attempt to wake us up because we got this very bad habbit of sleeping for another 5 minutes, 10 minutes and so on. i swear its not really easy to wake us up.

so when we are out to school, she will do all the house chores and when we are back, dinner will be ready. as time progresses, she really turn little wild, but despite all the nonsensical stuff she did, i really still memorized by her presence. six years of relationship with her is not easy to build thus that explained why i'm still missing her. i did tried to gave her the best i can, by helping her out sometime to do some house chores, afterall its my house. i would also buy her food to eat and get her favorite hair dye. i lost count of how many time. she also like to eat fried koropok, if there's any pasar malam, i would sure buy her some. but the main problem of she leaving us come in different and many factor. my mum is not very happy with her performance because she tends to change her attitude as time passes. because of her sister i guess, she like to compare with her, like having handphone and off day plus the salary she deserved. its really terrible to brainwash a good maid. my mum told me that she actually bad-mouthed my mother ill-treating her, thats why my mother is so mad about her, but the truth is never known. as it's really difficult for me to judge. but all i can say is that, she did changed alot. now she's gone, i have to learn to be independent. now i would need god to shine me and bless me the will and determination to start being independent. thanks.


so currently i'm @brandon house, we went sunplaza to get some cosmetic as he is preparing for his korean inspired makeup look on next saturday church session. thereafter we went to have our lunch, i had pork belly rice and its absolutely delicious! and i'm so gonna get my hand on this blue cool to the max laptop cooler! as my laptop is really hot when i use it for long period of time. plus the light is just max chio-ness. but the blue is abit too manly eh? if only i can find myself a hot pink, how wonderful! and i'm still not used to have absolutely no traces of makeup on my face. just weird!


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